First, sorry for my bad english grammar, I am from Europe... you will understand what I wanted to say :)
I am true proof that curing all types of LGBT ilnes is possible because I passed trought almost all phases!
Firstly, in my childhood I was wearing clothes of my mother when parents was outside, every time it was harder to stop and I wanted more, in my private space I was crossdresser, after I become teenager I considered that I am Transgender (lesbian women),I wanted to change my gender(but I didn't),I dreamed of it all time,when I masturbate I imagined myself as girl (autogynephilia), after some time I started to like shemales,and I also became shemale, until that I liked only girls, but after that I first started to eat my own sperm, than I wanted to suck c*cks to other men,It made me feel more feminine, I also wanted to be fu*ked in a*s,(so I becomed gay/hetero women), and after some time I become obsessed with penises and sex(but I have never had sex with man, only with toys), all this started rapidly to grow, my only toughts was penis in my mouth, new women clothes, and every day new evil things... it is addiction like drug, every time you need more, until you
reach deadly dose.When I realized that, I started to search for
help. I found stories very similar to mine, just like I wrote that
stories. Those addictions ruined so many lives, and people usually
committs suicide. I am also religious man, but I always tought that I
will stop with this when I get girlfriend,when I get merried, when I see
how it is to be women... nothing helped... When I came near to deadly
dose, I realised that I didn't become women, regular women wouldn't
behave like me, she would disgused with everything I do. I remembered
what was my primary aim, it was to become women. After all I passed I
realised that I will never be real women, I will just prettend that I am
women, the true is that I would be just some gay man, who wears women
clothes, and looks like ugly sluty bitch. In that case I will lose all
of my family ,children, old friends, job, heaven(did I mention that I
belive in God)... I didn't want that , so I made finally decision. I
will stop crossdress, stop all negative(sex) thoughts, live as man. I
also tried hypnosis , it helped a lot. I was saying to myself all time
"I am man", "I was women who wanted be a man, and I am become man, and I
am happy", "co*ks are disgusting"... I also prayed and meditated a lot.
If I remember that I want to be girl, I think that if I would be good,
God could make me women in heaven, so I tricks my own brain very easy
:). I started to behave like man, also stop to wear unisex clothes, because
it reminds me on girly past. I had urges when I sow girly clothes, but I
didn't let it defeat me, so I didn't wear any of girl clothes. If your
mind says "Try just this time", DON'T do that, if you do that exception,
it will start again... so kill that thoughts it in the root.
Now I
can say that I am cured, I have "girly" thoughts very rarely, I made
life tasks for my success that I want to achieve and I work on it, I am
happier than ever, I can grow spiritualy, I fell clean... it was like
rebirth.
If you want to stop crossdressing ,stop womenly/gay toughts, or you are tired of "wrong body" felling, losing your family, your life... this is right place. Lot of people are now CURED, and you can be CURED TO!!! All desires will NOT wanish , but after some time they will be very easy to control. So don't give up!
-Whatever you do to your body (cosmetics, surgery, hormones) you will never be real women!
-If you were weak kid in childhood and you friends didn't accepted you ,or you had some other trauma in childhood, that's not mean taht you are supoused to be girl!
-If you see yourself like pretty women pleasing her husband constantly, I will tell you the TRUTH: That is just your sexual fantasy about women you wanted to have, but because you can't have it, your mind tricks you and now you think that you want to be that women... real women don't like to be treated like that, real women don't like to wear sexy things constantly, don't like to have sex very often, real women don't want to be treated like slaves... it is yust your sexual fantasy!!!
-Whatever you do, after some time you will understand that you are just enyoying acting like women, you will never be like real one. You can't fell how is to be pregnant, have children, have love and patience like women, you can't have menstruation, you can't fell PMS... if you taking hormons, you will never feel like real women when hormons go up and down, you will be still man who regulary taking hormons and acting like women.
-Taking hormones can have very bad side effects like cancer, heart dissises, your body will stop to produce natural hormones and when you get old you will be like fat pig with osteoporosis...
-You will lose your family, your gay friends will like you while you are young, but after that you will be alone, have you ever asked yourself why is so suicids in LGBT population?
-If you were weak kid in childhood and you friends didn't accepted you ,or you had some other trauma in childhood, that's not mean taht you are supoused to be girl!
-If you see yourself like pretty women pleasing her husband constantly, I will tell you the TRUTH: That is just your sexual fantasy about women you wanted to have, but because you can't have it, your mind tricks you and now you think that you want to be that women... real women don't like to be treated like that, real women don't like to wear sexy things constantly, don't like to have sex very often, real women don't want to be treated like slaves... it is yust your sexual fantasy!!!
-Whatever you do, after some time you will understand that you are just enyoying acting like women, you will never be like real one. You can't fell how is to be pregnant, have children, have love and patience like women, you can't have menstruation, you can't fell PMS... if you taking hormons, you will never feel like real women when hormons go up and down, you will be still man who regulary taking hormons and acting like women.
-Taking hormones can have very bad side effects like cancer, heart dissises, your body will stop to produce natural hormones and when you get old you will be like fat pig with osteoporosis...
-You will lose your family, your gay friends will like you while you are young, but after that you will be alone, have you ever asked yourself why is so suicids in LGBT population?
Thursday, November 7, 2013
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